Life

Sometimes, it sucks. Then, something really bad happens - maybe even to someone else - and all the stuff I complain about seems trivial. But still.

I'm depressed. I stopped taking anti-depressants. The Zoloft made me grind my teeth and clench my jaw -which then made me take xanax and wash it down with my fave bev - wine. Then it just started increasing. Zoloft-xanax-wine - rinse and repeat. Throw in some TrimSpa (yes, I have some) and SlimFast and I almost ANS (Anna Nicole Smith)'d myself.

So now I am chemical free (except for the hormones in my food I guess). OH, and hair dye. I even got rid of fake nails.

I am going to make some major changes. You know its really hard to have a pity party when Oprah is on. Damn that woman.